The Camera as a Weapon

I am guilty of taking more than my fair share of photos. I am guilty of training hard and working hard to try to achieve maximum impact with the photos I take, whether they be portraits or landscapes. Here are some examples of my portraits (you might notice my self-portrait among them):

Here are two of my landscapes from recent years (Rocky Mountain National Park and the Blue Mosque (taken from Hagia Sofia, in Istanbul, Turkey):

As I already mentioned, I'm driven to create photos that have maximum impact, whether it be portraits, landscapes or (beginning this year) my abstract digitized acrylic paintings that I about to begin marketing under the name of Digicrylics. I have been working hard to become the photographer I am, until I was stopped in my tracks--for a few minutes--by Maria Popova's article, "Aesthetic Consumerism and the Violence of Photography: What Susan Sontag Teaches Us about Visual Culture and the Social Web."  Here is an excerpt from Popova's article, which comments extensively on Susan Sontag's 1977 book, On Photography:

The aggression Sontag sees in this purposeful manipulation of reality through the idealized photographic image applies even more poignantly to the aggressive self-framing we practice as we portray ourselves pictorially on Facebook, Instagram, and the like:

Images which idealize (like most fashion and animal photography) are no less aggressive than work which makes a virtue of plainness (like class pictures, still lifes of the bleaker sort, and mug shots). There is an aggression implicit in every use of the camera.

Online, thirty-some years after Sontag’s observation, this aggression precipitates a kind of social media violence of self-assertion — a forcible framing of our identity for presentation, for idealization, for currency in an economy of envy.

Even in the 1970s, Sontag was able to see where visual culture was headed, noting that photography had already become “almost as widely practiced an amusement as sex and dancing” and had taken on the qualities of a mass art form, meaning most who practice it don’t practice it as an art. Rather, Sontag presages, the photograph became a utility in our cultural power-dynamics:

It is mainly a social rite, a defense against anxiety, and a tool of power.

She goes even further in asserting photography’s inherent violence:

Like a car, a camera is sold as a predatory weapon — one that’s as automated as possible, ready to spring. Popular taste expects an easy, an invisible technology. Manufacturers reassure their customers that taking pictures demands no skill or expert knowledge, that the machine is all-knowing, and responds to the slightest pressure of the will. It’s as simple as turning the ignition key or pulling the trigger. Like guns and cars, cameras are fantasy-machines whose use is addictive.

Popova's article challenges me. What is my purpose when work hard to take high impact photos? I'd like to think that I am merely creating works of art, but is it that simple? I know deep down that I'm doing some expensive signaling, working for a "wow" out of people who view my photos.  Can I any longer claim that my obsession with photography is innocent?

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The Story of DigiCrylics: Chapter One.

I've decided to test the waters to see whether I can sell prints of types of images I have been creating for the past few months. Last week I applied for the trademark of "Digicrylics, given that these are digitized acrylic paintings (painted, photographed, then intensely processed via Photoshop). I've registered numerous images for copyright protection. I've also started building my website and started brainstorming my business plan. In the meantime, I continue to explore and experiment. It's been a ton of fun, even though are many more failures along the way than ideas that "work."

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How to Become Photoshop-Capable in Thirty Free Lessons

Photoshop is an incredible program, with tools buried within tools, hundreds in total. For the past year+, I've been studying intensely to learn to use Photoshop. I've paid for several online courses that are excellent, but if I had to do it all over, I would start with this free 30-Lesson course by Phlearn (where they "make learning phun"). The teacher, Aaron Nace, is one of the best teachers I've ever encounted. Great explainer and lots of fun along the way, truly. If any of you want to dig into photoshop, even if you are a beginner, here's a great way to learn how to use dozens of PS tools, complete with downloaded psd files, actions, brushes and more. If you enjoy these lessons, you can pay some additional  $ to access many dozens of additional courses at Phlearn.

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Tonight’s Music

I'm going to start a new thing. Every so often, I'm going to share some music I'm enjoying that day.

Tonight's music as I work at home is one of my favorite albums: "Raising our Voices" by the Yellow Jackets (2018). This sweet cut is called "Solitude." Every one of these musicians is world class.

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A Band that Played Close to the Edge

As I work tonight, I'm listening to "Close to the Edge" by Yes. I have cranked up the volume and I find myself surrounded by uninhibited on-fire genius. This song by Yes is so well crafted that I'm listening for the third time in a row, and it deserves these replays. Are there any bands out there today who are willing to experiment like this? Is there a modern version of ELP? Are there any modern versions of "Stairway to Heaven"? My sad gut feeling is that far too much of today's music is crammed into pre-determined tropes. I know there has been crappy music in every decade and that I'm listening to something extraordinary tonight. But does anyone have recommendations of any bands today that are thoughtful, complex, unrelentingly excellent and experimental? Self-consciously uninhibited and not primarily driven to satisfy a mass-market?

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